Shit Happens

August 27th, Monday... I just watched a video of a woman demonstrating how to put a condom on a man's penis with her mouth! C'mon...
My question is how come I don't personally know ANY women like that? The love and care she took in explaining the process and actually doing it (on a dildo) proved to me that she would be an excellent girlfriend!
I have come to understand something as an older man. I realize why older men like younger women. Older women seem to just take on more BS than is required to live life. It's like the older they get, the more shit they have to do. I was married once and it did not work. Some years passed and I started thinking that I wanted to get married again. Then I got re-aquainted with a woman I dated a long time ago! We talked about getting married and living this beautiful life together... What a crock of shit that was! I do not know what prompted me to even think that way. But I'll tell you this: I'm not thinking that way anymore!With the agenda she presented to me... Oh hell no!
I am sure that there might be someone who will disagree with what I just wrote, if read at all, but this is my experience. For those who like to rock, I salute you! And, if I ever get so desparate where sex becomes a problem, I do have a porno collection! Oh yeah...

Shit Happens

August 13th, Monday... Far be it for me to judge but what is wrong w/ the Black Church leadership? Why are the parishoners so angry? The church I attend has me all confused. I'm thinking that the people would be more cheerful and friendly but all I'm getting is attitude.
If I had the relationship w/ GOD the way some of them claim to have, I'd be happy all the time! I mean, what would I have to be angry about? My future is secure (you know, I'm going to Heaven!). Whatever I'm gonna get has already been promised to me! I don't have to worry about dating or marriage (I'm already dating Jesus!). What is the problem?
I mean, I like it there and all but... Sure I can leave but what guarantee do I have that the atmosphere is any better than where I am? I guess my alternative would be to not go to church at all! What good would that do me? I could go to a "white" church but I don't like being stared at. I'm confused... Lord have mercy!